let the blogging begin

its been a damn full weekend. comfort, joy, grief and frustration. i feel like ive relived the last 10 years of my lifes emotions and memories in about 72 hours.

fuck.

yeah, that words a bit overused coming out of my mouth lately, but what else could possibly fit? everything is just too much to possibly understand or explain, but in a simple word.

more words will come, im sure, particularly as im sitting at work, stuck in my cube, with far too much thinking time on my hands, planning my escape and dwelling on what has been and might be.

and there is still so much to come. immediately more pain, more stress, more than i can possibly do that i must. but further down a bit more to look forward to, so long as i can make it that far. im guessing its that thought thats going to carry me through. again assumng i make it. not to be optimistic or anything ;)

again,

fuck.