a goddamn pendulum
im like a goddamn pendulum
and in denial again.
i know theres something wrong here, and i still havent gotten help for it
its such an uphill battle, trying to get things in place to even start. i give up before i ever begin, lacking motivation of any sort. just hope for the best, i guess, that maybe i can keep a handle on things. but days on end are proving this isnt something i can just do, not on my own. its so frustrating and terrifying
posted by eb @ 12:36 AM
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hey you.
misery loves company? maybe tomorrow or the next day?
i feel like your stalker.
you don't secretly despise me for my drunken idiocy, do you?
feel better. i liked that moment where you remembered that sometimes life is or was good and there are things worth waking up for.
hugs, if you'll have them,
sarah
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